Losing him

Losing him was the hardest.

I tried to wash away the pain.

It doesn’t make anything any easier.

He was the strongest man i knew.

Nobody deserves the pain i went through.

Endless tears.

Endless pain.

Everyday is harder.

Everyday i miss him more and more.

All i wanted was more time with him here.

I should’ve spent more time with him.

If i could get one wish it would be to have him here.
He had endless happiness and laughter for everyone he encountered. He fought the best he could. He didn’t deserve this. I will forever miss him. I will forever love him. Everything I do for him. I try my hardest to be my best for him. I would’ve done anything to keep him here. Fight it for him? Find a cure? Anything. Rest easy Poppy. I will forever love you. RIP 10/22/15 #fuckcancer